Fear and Loathing in College
So I am pretty much down to my last year in school (ok I have 1.5 years left but come on, i'll call it a year) and here's my problem...
I KNOW NOTHING!!!
Here I am with like basic knowledge of just about everything and I'm an expert at nothing, I can't see myself being able to hold a job anywhere cause my skills are fine-tuned enough. My only point of relief is that everyone else is the same way or worse. I am just getting nervous about what to do when my time in college is up.......where do I go? Grad School? Work Force? Own my own company? Own a bar? Where is big manual on what the fuck to do with my life? Where do I go live? What if i fucked around to much and my GPA isn't high enough to get a good job or get into grad school? I feel like I need happy pills when I think abut all this. If anyone has a nice convientent answer as to what I should would you please tell me? I need your help people!
Anyway, aside from school, not much is goin on, or at least that's how I think of it. All my friends are fighting with each other but for once I'm not directly involved, but I do form my own opinions which will probably get me in trouble some day. Still not drinking but Jeff is turning 21 on Sat. so I gotta break that for my best bro...i'll be getting quite shitty.
Also I'm making my own website to house some info. about me and things it will be at http://www.cs.scranton.edu/~sdp6 when it's done but that won't be for a few weeks all you get now is a black page.....mysterious isn't it?
Ok well I'm off gotta go perform my duties as head geek....eeerrr....I am CS Club vice-president.
Peace Out
So I am pretty much down to my last year in school (ok I have 1.5 years left but come on, i'll call it a year) and here's my problem...
I KNOW NOTHING!!!
Here I am with like basic knowledge of just about everything and I'm an expert at nothing, I can't see myself being able to hold a job anywhere cause my skills are fine-tuned enough. My only point of relief is that everyone else is the same way or worse. I am just getting nervous about what to do when my time in college is up.......where do I go? Grad School? Work Force? Own my own company? Own a bar? Where is big manual on what the fuck to do with my life? Where do I go live? What if i fucked around to much and my GPA isn't high enough to get a good job or get into grad school? I feel like I need happy pills when I think abut all this. If anyone has a nice convientent answer as to what I should would you please tell me? I need your help people!
Anyway, aside from school, not much is goin on, or at least that's how I think of it. All my friends are fighting with each other but for once I'm not directly involved, but I do form my own opinions which will probably get me in trouble some day. Still not drinking but Jeff is turning 21 on Sat. so I gotta break that for my best bro...i'll be getting quite shitty.
Also I'm making my own website to house some info. about me and things it will be at http://www.cs.scranton.edu/~sdp6 when it's done but that won't be for a few weeks all you get now is a black page.....mysterious isn't it?
Ok well I'm off gotta go perform my duties as head geek....eeerrr....I am CS Club vice-president.
Peace Out

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