So I know I promised I would fill you all in on my own personal "Yalta", so here we go...
Remember I told you about love and how I had something going on and whatnot? Sure you do. Well it was 2 girls of whom I liked one, then she didn't like me, then the other told me she liked me and I went after her (thats the REAL short version)...
Anyway, I talked to the girl who liked me and we decided, well I will admit it, she decided that we shouldn't date because of multiple factors.....
It's kinda weird..I should be more upset, but I'm really not. I was talkin' to Jeff last night and he was asking me if I was getting excited or nervous about the whole thing and I was telling him I was kind of worried of going out with her...I honestly don't think I'm ready to date seriously again (this was one of those nice girls you don't fuck around with, she is either serious with someone or not). I haven't been serious with someone in like 3 years and I still don't want to do it. It's not the last serious girls fault at all, I actually have nothing bad to say about that relationship, it was quite good, it ended badly(dont they all?) but over all I can't say anything bad about it or her. It's just that aside from Jeff's relationship, which is still mostly new mind you, all my friends that are in relationships are in ones that I couldn't stand to be in (I mean no offense to any of you guys, but you probably knew all of this already).
So I said Yalta would change my life, and it did...push came to shove, I told a girl how I felt and it went less than perfect and I'm not as upset as I thought I would be. I do however, have more to work on, more weight to loose, more muscle to gain, more guts to get, more of that certain something to make me actually want to date again (I have no idea what it is, if you do, tell me where I can get it..but then again, maybe I don't want it).
So that's pretty much it, 3 more days of class then I will be in to my last week...so that is awesome..Erin is still in..which is more awesome
AND
AND
AND
REEL BIG FISH ON SATURDAY WITH EMILY!!!!
w00t
ok so that brings you all up to speed on me, peace out for now
Remember I told you about love and how I had something going on and whatnot? Sure you do. Well it was 2 girls of whom I liked one, then she didn't like me, then the other told me she liked me and I went after her (thats the REAL short version)...
Anyway, I talked to the girl who liked me and we decided, well I will admit it, she decided that we shouldn't date because of multiple factors.....
It's kinda weird..I should be more upset, but I'm really not. I was talkin' to Jeff last night and he was asking me if I was getting excited or nervous about the whole thing and I was telling him I was kind of worried of going out with her...I honestly don't think I'm ready to date seriously again (this was one of those nice girls you don't fuck around with, she is either serious with someone or not). I haven't been serious with someone in like 3 years and I still don't want to do it. It's not the last serious girls fault at all, I actually have nothing bad to say about that relationship, it was quite good, it ended badly(dont they all?) but over all I can't say anything bad about it or her. It's just that aside from Jeff's relationship, which is still mostly new mind you, all my friends that are in relationships are in ones that I couldn't stand to be in (I mean no offense to any of you guys, but you probably knew all of this already).
So I said Yalta would change my life, and it did...push came to shove, I told a girl how I felt and it went less than perfect and I'm not as upset as I thought I would be. I do however, have more to work on, more weight to loose, more muscle to gain, more guts to get, more of that certain something to make me actually want to date again (I have no idea what it is, if you do, tell me where I can get it..but then again, maybe I don't want it).
So that's pretty much it, 3 more days of class then I will be in to my last week...so that is awesome..Erin is still in..which is more awesome
AND
AND
AND
REEL BIG FISH ON SATURDAY WITH EMILY!!!!
w00t
ok so that brings you all up to speed on me, peace out for now
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