Look at you, and if I wanted to, I could see someone in there

Last night I went out for a bit with Jeff, Lea, this girl Kristen and an old friend Rose who I haven't seen in awhile because her old bf Ray started to hate Jeff and I so we all stopped hanging out. Her and Ray had the worst relationship I ever seen(you name the type of abuse they had it) but recently have broken up for good. It was good to see her and we all had a good time.

It's weird, everyone wants love, everyone is said to need love, yet in my short(not too short anymore) history on earth I've only seen people become better humans by leaving relationships. It's odd love is fun and can be great but the best part of it that I've noticed is when people out-grow each other and break up then they suddenly learn who they are by themselves and become an overall better person.

Maybe that is what love is, when you find someone that you never outgrow.

I don't believe much in "making things work" unless you are married. If you are dating and already having so many problems that you need to adjust to "make it work" what is the point? I mean if two people can't handle the trials of just regular dating how can they expect to handle bills, mortages, and kids, aka real problems???

I don't know....if anything in the game of love I am not an expert just a player in the game still tring to learn all the rules.

I can't live, with or without you

In a time in my life where I doubt just about anyone or anything and I lost the one person who truly believed in me, it's good to have things to believe in.

Sadly, of all the things I used to believe in I tested most of them out and found out they aren't as perfect as they were believed to be. This isnt really their fault, no one is perfect.

Today's life lesson..............if you got one thing left to believe in, don't bother testing it to see if it is as perfect as you think.

Just believe in it