You Know You're Old When....

No matter how pumped you are about going to see your favorite ska band, Reel Big Fish, on Saturday you keep wondering "I wonder how my back will hold up in the pit??"

Futhermore...my left wrist hurts like a bitch for some reason...I'm turning into that man with the "glass bones" from Aimile (i think it was glass, doesnt matter i'm the only one who knows of that movie that reads this i bet)

Who Am I??? Scottie P Mutha Fucka!!

So last night and into class today I started realising something, and a lot of this is due to Erin being around or when I get lucky enough to pull Emily away from her job and school for coffee, they help me remember things, and that something is...I'm the fuckin' SDP.

So I know I promised I would fill you all in on my own personal "Yalta", so here we go...

Remember I told you about love and how I had something going on and whatnot? Sure you do. Well it was 2 girls of whom I liked one, then she didn't like me, then the other told me she liked me and I went after her (thats the REAL short version)...

Anyway, I talked to the girl who liked me and we decided, well I will admit it, she decided that we shouldn't date because of multiple factors.....

It's kinda weird..I should be more upset, but I'm really not. I was talkin' to Jeff last night and he was asking me if I was getting excited or nervous about the whole thing and I was telling him I was kind of worried of going out with her...I honestly don't think I'm ready to date seriously again (this was one of those nice girls you don't fuck around with, she is either serious with someone or not). I haven't been serious with someone in like 3 years and I still don't want to do it. It's not the last serious girls fault at all, I actually have nothing bad to say about that relationship, it was quite good, it ended badly(dont they all?) but over all I can't say anything bad about it or her. It's just that aside from Jeff's relationship, which is still mostly new mind you, all my friends that are in relationships are in ones that I couldn't stand to be in (I mean no offense to any of you guys, but you probably knew all of this already).

So I said Yalta would change my life, and it did...push came to shove, I told a girl how I felt and it went less than perfect and I'm not as upset as I thought I would be. I do however, have more to work on, more weight to loose, more muscle to gain, more guts to get, more of that certain something to make me actually want to date again (I have no idea what it is, if you do, tell me where I can get it..but then again, maybe I don't want it).

So that's pretty much it, 3 more days of class then I will be in to my last week...so that is awesome..Erin is still in..which is more awesome

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REEL BIG FISH ON SATURDAY WITH EMILY!!!!
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ok so that brings you all up to speed on me, peace out for now

This post is gonna be crazy. I've wanted to write for a long time now but just haven't done it..so please excuse the fact that I am all over the place.

"Hanging by a moment" is on MTV-hits right now, it makes me think of a real good night of my life...Jeff, Marie, Eva and myself went to go see that concert and we just all laughed and danced and had a great time and I am told I looked like a total ass...which is excellent because I'm pretty sure everyone there wished they were having as much fun as the four of us....oh and I tried to make the band sign my naked chest..haha.

Songs can do that, which is why I love music..they bring back memories and more importantly the people in those memories..it's a good time.

I had a rough weekend, haven't partied that hard since freshman year (excluding my vacations, of course)..Friday night Erin (one of my best female friends from High School who is in for a few weeks,well a few days now) wanted to have a party at my house so I obliged even tho I said I was done having them. It was a good time, all my bros came over, the girls stoped by for a bit. Also I got to see Stuman and D, both of whom it's been awhile.

Last night kicked my ass..I had SOOOO much fun. I went to whistles with Greg and his buddy May and we met Jeff and Alcia there, Matt came and met us also, the girls came as well (well part of them, Easy-E(AKA Ratter), Robin Palmer, and Nicole...the whole crew of us were dancing to the band (Crush) and making fun of people who suck at life and I got another funny bathroom story from it (guys are fuckin weird in the bathroom)

Class sucks, but it's halfway done, so that rocks

All of my boys who read this..Phat Beach Weekend II is comming this August...SIGN UP NOW!!!! (Phat Beach Weekend I rocked my ass...11 of us in a single person hotel room...mwahahah)

I hurt my back and I refuse to let it heal..it's ironic that after I loose close to 45 pounds my back gives me problems...I just won't stop playing BBall I'll just become addicted to pain killers..it's much easier that way

Tomorrow I'm gonna have my very own yalta-esque confrence and it will change things in my life, more on that later (it ain't life or death but it's of some importance)

Next post will be tomorrow or the next day, I'll update ya'all about yalta and try to be less sparatic

Sonny Came Home by Shawn Colvin just came on...........I'm gonna nominate for the new lame song of the moment with Jeff

............AND I'M DONE!!!!