"I wanna read good news, but nothing good is happening"

Before you think this is a depressive post, the only bad news I got is that Angel got cancelled. Which to me is horrible news. I also like that song and if you can name it I just may go ahead and get Hot Toddy to make out with you.

Well, it's another V-day, my 22nd in total. I have had good ones, bad ones, great ones and downright awfull ones. Last years was one of the worst, for some reason it hit me real hard and I was sick and there was other problems I ran into also. You all can use the archives if you wanna go ahead and hear that story again(or maybe for the first time if I ever get any new readers).

As for this year: I dunno yet. I'm feelin pretty good about it, things are lookin on the up and up. Its been a damn good 365, one of the better blocks of that size which I could have. "Hot Toddy" as Erica and Ange call my drunken state has been having a helluva time this week. One event after another with Greg and I, so where tonight leads me is anyone's guess. I hear Im getting led around from place to place..we'll see if I let that one happen, heh. Maybe I'll update you all sometime on what happened.

IM QUOTE OF THE DAY:
Ediggitey (7:53:01 PM): damn it's tits being an evil mastermind isn't it?

Hope everyone doesn't fall into the trap that is V-day and makes it out with their soul intact.

PEACE AND PANTLEGS

"So how did it all start?"
"How did it start?"
"The same way it always starts man...
She held my hand.."

If I ever get around to writting the great american novel it's def. gonna start with that and be in a cafe scene with two best friends talking. Then it will go into a great story and it will end up at the end with cops rushing in to take the one guy away to jail for what the girl actually did. It would sell like hotcakes.

If you can't tell Im kinda pissed at myself again, albeit not to bad. I just get too gung-ho sometimes about my relationships, if you're reading this and we've ever made-out or anything you probably know exactly what Im talking about. I think I just want that one perfect relationship so bad that I instantly think I got it and when I don't then I get too upset. I never seem to realize it's not ever going to just work, it's going to be all this give-and-take and maybe Im just not ready for all that. Im trin my best to just let things flow this time tho..and to keep my options open.

Anyway, it's not that bad. It could be worse. I just need to take things slower and let things develop naturally and be less of a "planner" with stuff like that, because quite frankly..you can't plan that shit.

In other news, Greger, Dougie and I painted the living room and mom's furniture is coming soon. Work is Work. School is School.

And Commy rules for letting C and I stay at his place in NYC.(the world needs to know that, even if it's just through my blog)

IM Quote of the Day:
crazylarry39: shit, after this, i could handle livin in a box in an alley
crazylarry39: as long as it's in south beach
crazylarry39: write that down dude, you can use that if you want

Peace and Pantlegs